themostawesomebitch
Requiem
Stepping through the ghost of you, I smiled
I can’t believe it has been a long while
You, who never even bothered with goodbye
Wherever you are, I hope you’re getting by
I wonder if you still look at me with worry
Every time I am sad, are you terribly sorry?
You, whom I never stopped grieving about
My heart is a voice, its brokenness, a shout
Fifteen years of having you was never enough
Not being beside you has always been so tough
You, who could always rearrange my pieces
When I was defeated, there were no excuses
Your face, your smell, your gentle voice
Your touch, your chest, your defining choice
You, who knew how to cast my demons away
I would have given everything for you to stay
I am crying, I am crying as I am writing
Living is so difficult but you know, I’m trying
You, whose inside is the safest place I’ve been
Yours is still the kindest face I have seen
If I could be with you for one more moment
It would have ended all these laments
You, whom I could only meet in my dreams
I’ll be better, no matter how hard it seems
Stepping through the ghost of you, I smiled
I can’t believe it has been a long while
We may never had the chance to say goodbye
Entirely for your peace, I will get by